Have Gun Will Travel: "Never Help the Devil"

We usually help the devil ourselves.  Which perhaps explains why Paladin has become my role model.

Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

Having gone through series of seismic shifts in last last several seasons--not quite up to Job's level but substantial nonetheless: dialysis, paralysis (once more), UTI. SCI, pneumonia, Pseudomonas, sepsis, chest pains, no breath, near death, obstacles both severe and stupid, acid refracking reflux, crises of soul and spirit, angst, stagnation, over inflation, poverty, laxity, and just plain pissed off at God but love if not fully follow Jesus (Lord, just let me stand to put on pants)--it now seems best to drop back 10 and punt.

While digging my little plot of dirt and "Hurt," my overtly political posturing led local cat at hunger charity to demur from working with me, not even with a stinking simple interview. but like the Jack of Hearts  I just want to do one good deed before I die.

Should that, could that prove so hard?

So seems should perhaps pursue my charity choices on another forum, or at least another blog, one focusing on hunger, social justice, and movement issues, a new start, a change of heart.

Since planning on patterning my path on Paladin--here written by Roddenberry--perhaps will try title of Paladin Fla. because want to focus on Florida, a great state, a diverse state, but will support issues with great import wherever justice demands, and we will let "justice roll on like a river."

Stay tuned.

Nevertheless, remember, You're Never Alone with A Schizophrenic (30th Anniversary Edition)

"How will you keep me from hanging?'

"Prevarication, procrastination and chicanery," Paladin, played by Richard Boone.

Small Victories: i Sat. I Shat. I Stood Up.

Not quite, "I came.  I saw. I conquered, (Veni, vidi, vici)," but a significant victory all the same--if you have a balky lower back that last month would not let you get off the floor.

It even gets funnier if you played cards with a mother who used to say to a procrastinating player, "Shit or get off the pot."

Yay me!

Now only have to get these people to do their job and get me a discharge plan so I can go home and they can quit milking Medicare and life will get good again, or at least get back to watching Have Gun Will Travel on Encore Western channel.

What would Paladin do?